I drowned in my own tears
Internally beating myself up over what I felt I should have already accomplished by this year
I felt my heart crumble over all the love lost
Trusting potential over their current mental with no refund on what it cost
My thoughts scrambled like eggs
I needed to clear my head
So I said my same prayer that I say before going to bed
"Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep,"
And as always He kept me as I drifted of
Jekalyn Carr is a Stellar Award Winning Gospel Singer, Evangelist, and Entrepreneur. A native of West Memphis, Arkansas, Jekalyn began singing at the age of 5 and started preaching at the age of 13. Now, 19 years old, Jekalyn is getting ready to release her much anticipated album “The Life Project” on August 5, 2016! In this exclusive interview, I spoke with Jekalyn to discuss her music, being young in ministry, and protecting the gifts that the Lord has given to each of us.
I can honestly say that I love hard, but later in life, that resulted in me becoming obsessed with someone. A man captured my heart and soul. I loved him deeply. There wasn’t anything that I wouldn’t do for him. He spoke the request, I did my best to fulfill it. If he wanted me to murder someone and I knew I could get away with it, I will admit I probably would have done it. If there was something I couldn’t do, I would feel like I had failed him. I woke up thinking about him
Dear Mom, I can only be me. I don't know everything. I yearn for you, I want to learn from you, but you push me away. I love you and all I want to do is make you happy, is that too much to ask? You hear nothing that I have to say. I know that I am only a child in your eyes, but I am becoming older.It hurts to be unheard, to be unloved, and to not be everything that you think I should be. You are my superhero. Mom, do you even notice that I am hurting? You don't listen to me,