"We are adults, and this is natural, there is nothing wrong with this. Why are you making such a big deal, when you know you want it too?" I screamed at this guy, whom I was dating and desiring to sleep with. He and I both were on the fence about celibacy, but I was probably the more forceful and fiery one. I could get angry so easily and my emotional instability made me so frustrated with him. Yes I wanted to serve God, but not with my whole heart or life, but only with the

Picture yourself driving down the highway and it begins to rain. As you continue on your journey; the rain gets harder, heavier and hits the windshield faster than the wipers can wipe. It starts to become dark and harder to see what lies ahead, but you continue to drive. The wind seems as if it is going to swallow your car up. There are cars pulling over because the rain seems unbearable, but you keep on going believing that God will get you to your destination safely. Eventu